Rotten Desires: Notes from forbidden quarters

All of my exploits and all of my pain,
All that I’ve seen, how could I be sane?
All the betrayals, all of this rejection,
Everything leading to this lonely reflection;
All of this change and all of the shame,
Everything’s different but I’m still the same.

Happiness, an illusion you wish you’d seen,
It shows how fucking gay life’s been.
Time is a thesis an old man made,
Without which nothing’s ever delayed.
Without time you won’t remember when you died;
Everything endless, ends won’t be tied.

Life’s a tantrum Gods love to play;
Only shit remains by the end of the day.
Live with it or just choose to die,
Love this cage ‘coz you cannot fly.
God ain’t human; He just lives in your whim,
So don’t look for a human heart in Him.

Rotting hearts never deserved no bells;
You’re just a fancy collection of cells.
Lonely I was, lonely I’ll always be;
You did the right thing to set me free.
Faith is gay; no love is ever true,
Truth is I never belonged to you.

Maybe that old wrist is awaiting a blade,
Or a drug-induced psychosis for a later upgrade;
Living near the cliffs was always tempting;
An endless sleep is the most liberating!
A fairy-tale end to a fucked-up life,
A life that was nothing but an insane strife.

Don’t think you’ll die with no trace;
I’ll write your ramblings and draw your face.
Make it pretty and adorn it in rhymes;
The most perfect love songs of all times.
Life is faithless, and mostly sorry
So rest in peace, your grave is your glory.