Rotten Desires: Notes from forbidden quarters

Dark and dismal all around,
All bridges I will burn;
And I feel nothing, hear no sound,
I cannot now return.

Weightless, I just float away,
I just love flying blind;
No need to hear, no need to say,
No traces left behind.

Love and lust look meaningless,
I left them far behind;
No guilt or sin I could confess,
No sentiments in mind.

There’s a life beyond this life,
With no remorse or fear;
And no more struggle, no more strife,
To me this hell is dear.

God made man to entertain,
And worship Him, they say;
To me, man made God to explain,
The miseries in his way.

Life is hungry, merciless,
Consumes itself at last;
The experiment even Gods confess,
That went wrong very fast.

I can’t see and can’t be seen,
I lost my soul long ago;
You need me but were never keen,
To ever let me know.

Now I wander in the skies,
I’ve died a death unseen;
Can’t wipe your tears, can’t hear your cries,
I’m sorry for being mean.